Previous post: Writing is Hard | WIP Writing Update | August 2020 | Roxas
Okay who’s ready for the next tale in my adventure of writing?
Yes y’all, it is time for the Final Fantasy VII craze. So naturally, after I got absorbed in Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy had to follow. Naturally.
If you have ever played the video games you understand what I mean but just in case you haven’t I’ll put a little background in. Kingdom Hearts is essentially a delicious stew of nearly every popular Disney movie and Final Final Fantasy game thrown into one. So. Of course when it became one of my favorite things, naturally because Final Fantasy is a part of it, that also become one of my favorite things. Deductive reasoning at its finest there, folks.
I’ll spare you the tedious details and get straight to the point. I started with the original Final Fantasy because young!Jai thought that I would need to start at the beginning to understand (oh I was such a novice!) and after being so unenamored with it I THEN learned that each game had it’s own story. So naturally I jumped right to Final Fantasy VII. The most popular game in the whole franchise. And coincidently (and I say that ironically because I don’t believe in coincidences) a new spinoff game had just recently came out. For those of you that are familiar it was Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII. That dates me to being around 14-15. And that is when I met Zack Fair.
You thought my Roxas obsession was bad, it couldn’t even compare to how I felt about Zack. Well, still feel. This man affected me so much that I think I might have developed a hero complex from him and still, to this day, I can’t play the ending of Crisis Core. I stopped right before the last chapter and I know I will never play through it. Ever. But, let’s move on to the brighter side of things.
From this new interest, I started to write drabbles. What is a drabble? Basically, it’s a short piece of writing under 1,000 words (though some are longer, and some super short) without any real plot but to draw a nice highlight on a character or emotion or something. Usually they are fan fiction but not always. I remember grabbing an unused notepad from the closet and making a pact with myself to write 47 drabbles. Why that number? Well, why not that number. To this day 47 is one of my lucky numbers.
Now these drabbles, before you ask, will never see the light of day.
But they are part of the story so they get an honorable mention.
I had also, by this point, acquired a new laptop. It was a Gateway gaming computer and it was black and orange and, like, THE COOLEST THING EVER. (Especially whenever I wanted to play The Sims, and let’s be real that is why ALL of us buy computers). Anyway, I started my next fan fiction story. This one about a girl who sneaks into SHINRA (disguised as boy, totally Mulan-ing it) and becomes best friends with, of course, Zack Fair. It was called Hollowed. Of course my Gateway now no longer has a screen so there’s that, but I still have the hard drive. And on that hard drive, my story. As for a way to view said story that is still up in the air. BUT AT LEAST I HAVE THE STORY.
Sidenote, they just remade Final Fantasy VII for the PS4 and do you know what the name of the new theme song they released for the game was ??? Hollow. Guys, guys, I called it YEARS AGO. If that doesn’t mean me and this game have a special bond I don’t know what does.
Final Fantasy VII is one of the best and most influential video games of all time with one of the most touching storylines. If my WIP could even just reach one person I would die happy. Writing gives my life meaning. In The Lowell Saga, my current project, you could say that the characters are all searching for their meaning in life. Some of them have hero complexes, some definitely do not. But all of them in one way, shape, or form are trying to find their way in complex world just like the rest of us twenty-somethings. My original intention with this story all those years ago was to write a story about what happens in your twenties, when life is staring you right in the face and now you are an adult. And everything that comes along with that. Along with magic. Because when given the option to add magic, you ALWAYS add magic.
I got a lot of writing done this month compared to my check in last month in August, and no lie, I am super surprised I actually wrote as much as I did!! (Also, low key, super proud.) This month I focused a lot more on writing the first draft than the previous months where I was doing a lot of research. September was a long month and I had lots of feelings from living my real life that needed some outlet. So I poured some of them into this first draft. #HealthyCoping. At least when I write I can control what happens. 😉
Till next time,
word count: 4,635
6 thoughts on “Writing is Hard | WIP Writing Update | September 2020 | Hero Complex”
OMG FINAL FANTASY! What a throwback, wow hahaha. I remember the days of watching my sister absolutely dominate the online version on our huge, plastic windows 98 computer.
I love that your characters are all finding their way and their purpose. Relatable characters are the best (and I agree. ALWAYS emphasize the magic!!!) So so so excited for you!!! I love these updates so much. (I’m definitely proud of you too for all the progress you’ve made. Amazing!!)
There are months (Septembers for me, too) where the learning in life happens at an ultra accelerated speed, but now that another month is ending we can look forward to a chill (very cozy) integration period. I can’t wait to see the fruits of your healthy coping. Keep it up soul sister! xoxoxo ♡♡♡
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you, thank you, thank you Jenni!!!! ❤ Thank you, especially, for the validation. It means a lot ❤ ❤ ❤ September was a hard month and I'm glad I made any progress at all honestly. But this story is coming together bit by bit!! AND NOW IT'S OCTOBER ❤ I love October and I am calling it right now that it is going to be a great month 😀 All the love and light right back at you!! ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤
LikeLiked by 1 person
It’s always my pleasure!!! We validate each other. Your passion sparks my own. ♡
YES I agree. I am also calling it. October will be magical and wonderful and gosh darnit, I better get back on the writing horse alongside with you. Progress is progress, let’s not forget! xoxoxo
LikeLiked by 1 person